Random Poem (came across recently)

He thinks of her as he gasps for breath
Staring at the ceiling whilst lying in his bed

He wants to leave this town catch the next train
beneath his frozen heart lies a city in flames
though he’s weak, lost and dismayed
deep inside, lies an animal in chains

Whatever he loved for it he had fought
but after all this time this boy was never good enough
he cast himself aside he prayed to be loved
hoped for an angel but got the devil instead

he has reasoned and questioned broke thorugh and prevailed
yet, he knows no happiness so many times this man has failed

he’s angerd by the angels and all the moments they cast him down
lost his faith blew away far from him never too be found

so he sits in his dungeon this prison of memories
he has srceamed his lungs out in the end

” she’ll never fuckin win”

“I Miss You”

I miss you – But I haven’t met you yet
So special – But it hasn’t happened yet

You are gorgeous – But I haven’t met you yet
I remember – But it hasn’t happened yet

 

And if you believe in dreams – Or what is more important
That a dream can come true – I will meet you

 

I was peaking – but it hasn’t happened yet
I haven’t been given – my best souvenir

I miss you – But i haven’t met you yet
i know your habits – But wouldn’t recognize you yet

 

And if you believe in dreams – Or what is more important
That a dream can come true – I will meet you

 

I’m so impatient – I can’t stand the wait
When will i get my cuddle? – Who are you?

 

I know by now that you’ll arrive – By the time i stop waiting

 

I miss you

 

~Bjork

“All Around Me”

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I’m not used to seeing you

I’m alive, I’m alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I’m breathing
Holding on to what I’m feeling
Savoring this heart that’s healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I’m alive, I’m alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I’m breathing
Holding on to what I’m feeling
Savoring this heart that’s healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I’m breathing
Holding on to what I’m feeling
Savoring this heart that’s healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you owe me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I’m breathing
Holding on to what I’m feeling
Savoring this heart that’s healed
~Flyleaf

“Sorrow”

Sometimes life seems too quiet
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong

Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow lasts through this night
I’ll take this piece of you
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that’s smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow last through this night
I’ll take this piece of You
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As You flew right through me

And we kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that’s halfway mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won’t be fooled by his angel light

Sorrow lasts through this night
I’ll take this piece of you
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
And up into the stars

Joy will come

~Flyleaf

“Easier To Run”

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there’d never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It’s easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It’s easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
~Linkin’ Park

“To Kiss Her”

And though I have kissed her
A thousand times a day
I would want to make it millions
And continuous without delay
But she can only smile
Because each kiss is of the heart
And she knows that the kiss is endless
It was this way from the start
But in each little touch
The lips desire more
But what else would they desire
When each is unlike before
And within the deep embrace
The warmth is felt abound
And she must forever feel this
Even when I am not around
For distance is not a problem
Or something to cause a pain
For she knows the next kiss is coming
Again and again and again

Spring Morning

Where am I going? I don’t quite know.
Down to the stream where the king-cups grow -
Up to the hill where the pine-trees blow -
Anywhere, anywhere. I don’t quite know.Where am I going? The clouds sail by,
Little ones, baby ones, over the sky.
Where am I going? The shadows pass,
Little ones, baby ones, over the grass.

If you were a cloud, and sailed up there,
You’d sail on water as blue as the air,
And you’d see me here in the fields and say:
“Doesn’t the sky look green to-day?

Where am I going? The high rooks call:
Ït’s awful fun to be born at all.”
Where am I going? The ring-doves coo:
“We do have beautiful things to do.”

If you were a bird, and lived on high,
You’d lean on the wind when the wind came by,
You’d say to the wind when it took you away:
“Thats where I wanted to go to-day!”

Where am I going? I don’t quite know.
What does it matter where people go?
Down to the wood where the blue-bells grow -
Anywhere, anywhere. I don’t know.

To every girl

To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY.
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To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL …not HOT
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To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for YOU.
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To every girl who gets her heart BROKEN, because he chose that stupid BITCH instead.
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To every girl that would DIE to have a DECENT boyfriend.
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To every girl who would JUST ONCE like to be treated like a PRINCESS!!
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To every girl that cries at night because of another HEARTBREAK
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To every girl that won’t get down on her knees && open her mouth just to get a BOYFRIEND
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To every girl that just wants to HOLD HANDS
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To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
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To every girl who just wishes he CARED MORE
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To every girl who would JUST ONCE? want a guy to give their JACKET UP when they are cold.
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To every girl who justwants him to call.
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To every girl who lies awake at night ?THINKING? about ?HIM?
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To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
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To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without HAVING SEX
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TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE CARES AND GETS NOTHING BACK..
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To every girl that thought “maybe this one could be the one.”
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To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff  when she actually >>doesn’t<< think it is funny.
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To every girl who is just looking for that one and only. and is having a rough time along the way.
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To every girl that DOESN’T WANT a guy who JUST PLAYS WITH HER EMOTIONS but actually cares about how she feels.
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To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.
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To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.
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To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
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To every girl that has faith that “tomorrow will be a better day.” And it will be.

The Morning Song…. for Non-Morning People

I woke early one morning,
The earth lay cool and still
When suddenly a tiny bird
Perched on my window sill,
He sang a song so lovely
So carefree and so gay,
That slowly all my troubles
Began to slip away.
He sang of far off places
Of laughter and of fun,
It seemed his very trilling,
brought up the morning sun.
I stirred beneath the covers
Crept slowly out of bed,
And gently lowered the window
And crushed his f***ing head.

No animals were harmed in the sending of this e-mail. The damage was done a long time ago.

More than I could give…

These days might be cold, i know… but we can work together,
Through this much pain and misery… I see your face, as the tears roll down my cheek.
I see so much hurt, i know.. it’s deep.

When you are hurting, listen to me… if theres anything i could do for you, I am here!
And when your heart starts to break, I will come and hold in place for you.
You are beautiful and you deserve so much more than i could give.

Desert winds.. flooded storms.. you will overcome.
Mountain high, river wide.. you will seize the day.

I believe in you, I believe in all your worth.
Precious one… you will overcome all this.
So much hurt, I know.. it’s deep.
When you are hurt, listen to me… if there’s anything I can do for you… I will always be here!
When your heart breaks into a thousand pieces, I will come and help you rebuild it.
You are beautiful and you deserve so much more than i could give.
More than i could ever be able to give.
More than i could give….